Feeling nostalgic ......

WHOOP'S FEELING NOSTALGIC AFTER SUCH ALONG TIME ,FOR THE PAST ONE HOUR MY HEART IS IN STATE OF CATECHOLAMINES INDUCED TACHYARRYTHMIA ,MY GAZE FIXED AT INFINITY ,I AM IN STATE OF COMPELETE SUSPENDED ANIMATION ,SUDDENLY FRANK SINATRA CROONING "I HAVE GOT CRUSH ON YOU "ON MY CELL BRINGS ME BACK FROM THIS TRANCE AND AFTER COMPELETING FORMALITIES I AM HERE POURING OUT FEW WORDS ...

HAD A TERRIBLE DAY IN THE CASUALTY TODAY ,TOO MANY PATIENTS ALL VERY SICK ,SO AFTER SHOUTING AND YELLING AND PERSUADING PEOPLE FOR THE LAST 12 HOURS I LEFT FROM HOSPITAL EXHAUSTED AND TIRED ,AFTER SHARING A COUPLE OF PUFFS WITH SURESH I ZOOMED ON TO HOME ON MY BIKE , THOUGH IT STILL HURTS TO DRIVE BUT I CAN'T RESIST DRIVING {HOPE MY ORTHOPAEDICIAN NEVER FIND THIS OUT} BY THE TIME I REACHED BIKAJI KAMA HEAVENS OPENED UP,THE BLISSFULL SCENT OF WET SOIL,WATER SPLASHING ON MY FACE ,RAINDROPS KISSING EACH ANATOMAICAL LOCATION OF MINE ,BROUGHT THE LIFE WITHIN ME INTO EXISTENCE AND MY BILOGICAL CLOCK MOVED BACK TO MY COLLEGE DAYS I REMEMBERD ABHISHEK SITTING AS PILLION AND IN THE MIDDLE OF COUNTLESS RAINY NIGHTS WE BOTH STROLLING THE LANES OF SALTLAKE ,EM BYBASS ,VIDYASAGAR SETU ENDLESS TIMES ,BRIBING POLICEMEN ,DISCUSSING ALL ABOUT LOVE ,LIFE ,FRIENDSHIP,POLITICS ,IN BETWEEN ADJUSTING GEARS AND TAKING THE TOPIC TO THE NEXT LEVEL EVERY THING DONE IN THE COLLEGE IS LIKE A MILLION FORTUNE EARNED BE IT THOSE SECRET POLLS IN THE HOSTEL ABOUT WHOS IS THE SEXIEST GIRL IN THE COLLEGE ,DOWNLOADING PORN FROM THE WEBSITES AND SHARING WITH FRIENDS ,GETTING DRUNK IF A FRIEND IS DUMPED ,OR THOSE SMALL SENSELESS BRAWLS ,I STILL GET GOOSE FLESH BY REMEMBERING ALL THESE ...

MY MIND MOVES A FURTHER STEP BACKWARDS I SEE A 19 YEARS OLD GUY ALL OF SKIN AND BONES AND NO FLESH SHAKING LIKE MALARIAL CHILLS BEFORE GOING FOR ANATOMY PRACTICALS,ME CONFESSING TO MY BABUJI AFTER DRINKING A BEER ,LOOKING FOR THE HOTTEST GIRL IN THE BATCH IN FRESHERS PARTY ,ZOOMED AWAY ,IN ALL THOSE FIVE MINUTES I SLOWED DOWN MY SPEED WENT FURTHER BACK INTO TIME MY FIRST CRUSH -----AND YES SHE WAS SONALI BENDRE I WAS SO MUCH IN AWE OF HER ,SUDDENLY SHE STARTS DANCING IN MY HIPPOCAMPAL AREA IN A YELLOW FRILLED ,KNEE LENGTH ,SLEEVLESS FROCK HUMMING "AANKHON MAIN BASEY HO TUM TUMHE DIL MAIN BASA"THIS VERY THOUGHT AGAIN MADE ME TO HATE SUNIL SHETTY LUCKY MAN !!!!I WAS ALWAYS A VERY FILMY KID ,MOVIES WERE MY BOOK OF LIFE EVERYTIME SOME TEACHER USED TO SLAP ME I USED TO YELL "DHISHUM" RESULT---FEW MORE BONUS SLAPS THOSE BOW AND ARROW GAMES WERE EVERYTIME BEFORE STEPPING OUT OF HOME I USED TO TOUCH MY MOTHERS FEET SAY"MATEY AASHIRWAAD DIJIYE KE AAPKA BETA VIJAY HO "WELL MY NICOTINE STAINED LIPS SUDDENLY STARTED BLOSSOMING AT THIS VERY ACT OF MINE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AFTER HEARING GHOST STORIES ,NEVER STEPPING OUT OF HOME AT NIGHTS BECAUSE OF DOGS {I AM STILL SCARED OF DOGS } ARE FEW OF MY CHILDHOOD WEAKNESSES OTHER WISE, HAAN I WAS VERY HERO TYPE BOSS THOSE RAINY DAYS WHEN ME ,BHAIYA ,MA AND BABUJI USED TO SIT IN THE PORTICO OF OUR TERRACE GARDEN DISCUSSING STUFFS,SHARING TEA AND GOKUL'S SAMOSA ARE THE BEST SPENT TIME OF MY LIFE FALLING FOR A GIRL SENIOR TO ME IN CLASS 6TH BY SINGING "HUM PYAAR KARNE WAALEY HAIN KOI GAIR NAHI "IS THE MOST INNOCENT MISTAKE OF MY LIFE BUT HEY EVERYBODY WAS IN LOVE WITH HER SO I ALSO JOINED THE Q EVERYTIME MA USED TO SAY "AB PADHAI KAR LO KHELO MAT "I USED TO REPLY BACK BY SAYING "AAPKO MAN HAI KE HUM DOCTOR BANEY,WO TO HUM EK DIN BAN JAYEINGE PROMISE BUT ABHI KHELNE DIJIYE PLZ "I WONDER IF I HAVE THIS MUCH OF PIOUS CONFIDENCE LEFT IN ME OR NOT SUMMER VACATIONS USED TO THE TIME WHEN EVERY FRIEND OF MINE USED TO VISIT PLACES BUT FOR WE BROTHERS THIS WAS THE TIME TO FINISH NEW CLASSE'S MATHS AND SCIENCE TOPICS THIS WAS TIME WHEN I USED TO HEAR SOME EXTRA MORE STORIES OF FREEDOM STRUGGLE AND RAMAYANA FROM NANAJI WHAT A GREAT LEARNED MAN HE WAS ,THE BEST LAWYER IN OUR STATE I STILL MISS HIM SOO MUCH, I RECON THANKX TO THESE VACATIONS I AM WHAT I AM TODAY THESE THOUGHTS ARE COMING AND TAKING ME BY STORM AND I NOW WANT TO SHARE THESE THOUGHTS WITH THE POURING SKY ABOVE ,ALONGSIDE A PINT OF BEER I WANT TO SLEEP TONIGHT IN THE PAST BECAUSE IN THE MEMORIES ONLY I FIND THIS WORLD BEAUTIFUL PLACE....
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